Start from scratch.
This is a fresh path.
Yes, you have gathered the tools, gifts, and insight you need as you moved through the 'past' up to now.
Yes, it seems as if this is a continuation of that journey since you are still travelling in your current body.
It is not.
This is a new journey.
You have emerged from the cave of years of hibernation. More than sleep, you wrestled with the dark dreams of dark days past. You fought the demons of past systems and energies meant to keep you "safe", but that really kept you shackled.
You have won.
Do not go back into the dark thinking there is more to wrestle. The lower energies would have you believe that they are powerful, powerful in their make believe story that you are stuck or unfinished. They are not.
By all means go into the dark places as guided or as you choose, but go as one sovereign and victorious. Not as one still anticipating and participating in the fight.
Be clear, you have won.
Did you win because you were a stronger fighter? A more diligent or worthy opponent?
You won because you found that the healing and victory over past creations is through Re-Creation!
Inside the cave, you allowed yourself to use the process of Creation and in doing so the old story has lost its place as the script and map to your life.
When our heart and creative power grows, the old processes and creative templates can become painful in order to remind us not to use them anymore. Thank them and the pain for the reminder that you are a powerful creator.
Just because pain, or 'limitation', or fear, or old thoughts do not go away, does not mean you are doing something wrong, or that you are not a powerful creator! On the contrary, often they are there to allow you to practice and see how powerful you are!
Remember, the 'goal' is to not to create something to make the pain or limitation go away, that is the 'old' way, the 'goal' is to know your creative power NO MATTER WHAT IS SHOWING UP! ...To keep creating past all the limitation, instead of letting it stop you as 'proof' that you must be less powerful than you thought.
Determination, will, and blatant compassionate acceptance, these are the tools on this new road of creation. Do not stop to say, "See here is 'proof' that I am getting this wrong!"
You are SO powerful that all those creations of 'proof' are just that...
Your own creations!!
If you can practice this acceptance, you can stop judging those creations and move into the wisdom of your next powerful creation!
Do not get sidetracked by what you see or even 'feel'! Go deeper, go higher, go to the drawing board and create anew. Do not get stuck creating from the past. Let the creations move through you as part of a bigger expression of Possibility.
USE YOUR PHYSICAL BODY AS A BALANCED CATALYST FOR CREATION.
Do not forget your body in the process of higher creation. It is not innately lower or limiting energy! It is made to facilitate the elastic energy of "reality" and to help 'bend' physical time and space in order to facilitate further creation!
(There is a reason Yoga has collectively become so popular on the planet.)
Your physical body is a partner and catalyst in the expression of your ongoing, powerful creations...
No matter how painful or pain-free it is.
No matter how healthy or unhealthy it seems.
No matter how young or old it is.
Finally, give yourself permission to release your parents, release your siblings, your family, your relationships, your institutions, your educators, your violators, your abusers, your captors, your injustices, your illnesses, your teachers, your partners, your leaders, your gurus, your pastors, your children, your stories, your creations... yourself.
Give yourself permission to open a compassionate heart to a powerful new story. These are not platitudes or placation. This is the powerful work of a new kind of forgiveness through creation.
You get to reclaim meaning.
Meaning belongs to you and you belong here as a powerful creator.
You chose and were chosen.
You represent the power of Oneness, of Singular Creation.